Which one of these matches who you are?

myself i have been told i was an in depth person ,had a lot of hard hits in life widowed my lifetime friend my wife at the age of 24 and a child with her,been out here on the sea now over 25 years now i do alot of thinking at what is around me,standing on the bridge looking at the stars a night wondering what i could have been what if comes up a bit to but all in all i like my little world i live in i just wish i was not alone in doing it the sea is a vast place